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1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

If someone says "Is this okay?" You say...?
Buried myself Alive – The Used. (Okay then XD)

How would you describe yourself?
A Box Full Of Sharp Objects – The Used (O_O)

What do you like in a guy?
 The Phrase That Pays – The Academy Is… (LOL)

How do you feel today?
To Roam – Robert Pattinson (Randomly Accurate XD)

What is your life's purpose?
There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet - Panic! At the Disco (I’m gunna be a diva? O_O)

What is your motto?

Haley What’s Your Age Again – DZK (Okay I’m worried about this one XD)


What do your friends think of you?

Roxanne – Fall out boy (Aww Man D=)

What do you think of your parents?

Love Me – Yiruma (Well it’s true haha)


What do you think about very often?
 Lunacy Fringe – The Used. (okay…)

What is 2+2?

Now or Never – Madina Lake (Me fail math? Never!)


What do you think of your best friend?
 Let it Bleed – The used (O_O)

What do you think of the person you like?
 I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You) – Fob (BAHAHAHA)

What is your life story?
 I’m Broken – Pantera (haha…O_O)

What do you want to be when you grow up?

Behide the sea – Panic (XD)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Everybody wants to be a cat – Disney’s Aristocats (LMFAO)

What will you dance to at your wedding?

Lost – Michael Buble (Awww, I’d cry)

 

What will they play at your funeral?
Mama – MCR (How appropriate XD)

What is your hobby?
The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage – Panic (O_O)

What is your biggest fear?
Snitches And Talkers Get Stiches And Walkers – Fob (LOL)

What is your biggest secret?
 You’re not alone – Saosin (-_-)

What do you think of your friends?
 Fucking Hostile – Pantera (O_O)

What will you post this as?
Enter Sandman – Metallica (No I wont hahaha)

Hello there.

 
This is my first ever bitch, rant, complain, rage about something going wrong, protest, criticize, grumble, whine, nitpick, nag, irritated, pissed off, insulted, offended, hurt, upset, ticked off, whine, whinge, sob story, distressed, hurt, disturbed, troubled, disappointed, damaged, concerned, bothered, worried, anxious, uncomfortable, apprehensive, disgusted(many more words), journal I’ve ever posted.

 
Most people that talk to me, know me or have heard of me, know how I feel about people who get on their journals and post a load of shit house problems they’ve stolen from someone else and claim as their own, just so that they can get a little bit of attention because the amount their getting just isn’t enough!

 
They know how much I hate liars!

They know how much I hate backstabbers!

They know how much I hate people who start fights and haven’t got the balls to stand up and take a fucking hit when they’ve said something wrong!

They know how much I hate people who tell you you’re wrong just because their too stuck up and one-sighted to see two points of view!

They know how much I hate LAME bitches who take cheap shots at young girls with serious problems! You may think you’re fucking tough but you’re just fucking pathetic!

 
They know how much I hate people who shoot their mouths off but haven’t got the balls to go through with what they say! You think it’s tough to threaten someone? To say you’ll, let me quote here:  “I wish i could just dump you on the street and wish for drugged up guy's to come stick you with STD filled needle's and to be bruitly rapped in a dirty allyway, why? Because you damn well deserve every last bit. I wish i could hold you down and slit every showing vein in your body, tearing every limb from it's joint, slicing your throat so deep you'll chock on your own cold blood, making you suffer from the hurt and pain, too toy with your emotion's as i dig deeper into your rib cage, slowly ripping each one from your body, leaving your chest wide open, over filling with blood, oh! and i'd love to drill that sweet, shinny blade right through your fucking heart. and watch you die, oh so slowly. I'll be enjoying every bit, you fucking slut!”

 
You think it’s fucking heroic to wish rape on a young girl!?! You’re a dirty fucking scrag and I can’t believe you would say something like that to ANYONE no matter how much you hate them! No matter how much you’re angry with someone, no woman should ever, and I mean fucking EVER wish such a horrible thing on another woman!

 
Have you ever been raped?

Do you fucking know what its like!?!

I do! And it’s not something I’d ever “wish” on someone, no matter how much they’ve disgusted me!

You’re not tough you stupid little bitch, you’re pathetic!

Some people may read this and think I’m over reacting, but open your eyes and look at the bigger picture, if someone’s big enough to wish such a disgusting thing on to someone that doesn’t deserve shit then I think they can handle some fucking words from me!

 
I’m so sick of the shit that some of you kids come up with!

You’re fucking 16 for crying out loud! You’ve lived(hardly!) a sheltered life, you don’t know shit about anything and you sure as hell don’t have the “god power” to demean, disgrace, humiliate and degrade someone in this manner.

 
I’m not saying your name because I’m not that fucking low, but I hope to god you read this because maybe then you’ll shut the hell up, sit down and look at your self before you tell someone else their, and I quote again:  “Your a pissy fuckhead, you need to get over your stupid lifestyle and relise not everything goes your way. Your quite pathetic, and i can't understand how anyone could possiably like you. Your a drama queen and it's very sad, you need to honestly get your head out from up your up-tight ass, and take a look at yourself. Your not all that, and you will never be. Bassically your a mistake waiting too happen, and i feel sorry for those around you. I wouldn't be able to stand, and honestly be quite ashamed to even call you my daughter. Your not a good friend, girlfriend, bestfriend, love, person. Your horibble, you have no self respect, yet you well expect it from other's. The world isn't your's, and you need to get over your stupid problem's. If you havern't noticed yet, It's not just all about you. Your not the only one with these so called "problems" which mean shit, compered to what half the people in this world go through, yet you expect so much sympathy for the stupidist thing's. I can't even explain how much HATE i have for you. Your a stupid little girl, who can't handle shit, and expect other's to pick up your peice's, and come to your every word. Your a lose teenager, who can't control her mood swing's, and stupid deppeseve lie's.”

 
Take note, you spelt so many things wrong in there sweat heart! When you’re trying to play keyboard mafia, at least remember to spell correctly. The italics are not me, their someone who I won’t name because I’m not that immature!

 
Frankly you disgust me!

What the hell is wrong with you?

Everything you said is a LIE!

She’s not a pissy fuck head!

She’s not living a stupid lifestyle! It’s called karma, you are what you’re made to be!

She doesn’t think everything goes her way! But gosh, if anyone knew what it was like to have everything, a spoiled little rich girl like you would!

She’s not pathetic! But hell, pathetic knows pathetic right? And you’re the most pathetic bitch I know!

You wouldn’t understand how people could like her because you’re to insecure about not being showered with EVERYTHING that you never stop to see the real her!

She’s not a drama queen! She reads the cards she’s dealt instead of complaining about the same thing everyday and expecting a different response! Take a look at your self!

 
“You need to honestly get your head out from up your up-tight ass, and take a look at yourself” HAHAHA isn’t it funny that, that’s exactly what you should be doing and not her? Her heads firmly on her shoulders! Where as yours is not! Grow Up!

 
“Your not all that, and you will never be” Yes she is, and forever will be! And by you being all “GO DIE!” you’ve just proved she’s better then you!

 
“Bassically your a mistake waiting too happen, and i feel sorry for those around you” You can’t call someone a mistake waiting to happen when you’ve already failed at holding a great friendship. Look who’s a mistake waiting to happen now! Feel sorry for the people around her? I feel sorry for you! You really need some friends!

 
“I wouldn't be able to stand, and honestly be quite ashamed to even call you my daughter.” Well let’s hope you never have children because you’d be the type of mother who would make her child commit suicide! Stop being such a Prima Donna!

 
“Your not a good friend,” She’s a good person and that makes her a GREAT friend!

 
“Girlfriend,” Where does this fly from? Are you jealous because she has a love you’ll never be able to have because you’re to self absorbed?

 
“Best friend,” She’s my best friend and I can honestly say I’d be dead if it wasn’t for her. You’re an idiot!

 
“Love,” And you’re wrong again! She’s got the biggest heart I’ve ever seen! She’s got so much love! And it’s all for one man! One thing you’ll never have!

 
“Person” She’s the greatest person I know!

 
“Your horibble, you have no self respect, yet you well expect it from other's.” How can you get self respect from someone else? Are you insane?!? It’s because of people like you that she’s so messed up! Fuck you make me want to kick you!

 
“The world isn't your's, and you need to get over your stupid problem's.” Funny, I never heard about the world being your’s either, yet you act like it is! And her problems aren’t stupid! If you think her’s are, then you think mine are and then we have some real problems! Don’t call problems you’ve never had stupid or petty because not everyone has everything like you!

 
“You expect so much sympathy for the stupidist thing's.” Let me recall a time when you constantly bitched and complained about how “fat” you were but never got off your ass to do anything about it! You ALWAYS bitched about it, knowing you’d get sympathy and attention! So think about it, a problem you can easily fix like that, or an actual family problem that causes a lot of stress and depression. Tell me, bitch, which ones fucking stupid now?!

 
“Your a stupid little girl, who can't handle shit, and expect other's to pick up your peice's, and come to your every word.” She’s never once asked me to pick up her pieces. It’s called friendship! A REAL friend is there to do it with out her even having to ask! Maybe you’re confusing her with your little red head fuck buddy. She’s not a stupid little girl! She’s an amazing young woman! Little defines height and size, which really, if anyone’s little it’s you! If she couldn’t handle it, she’d be dead by now so shut the hell up!

 
“Your a lose teenager, who can't control her mood swing's.” Name one woman who can control their mood swings? Come on, impress me you idiot! Unless she’s a robot with no emotion from another planet, then there isn’t a single woman I know who can control her mood swings when she gets into one. And that just proves you’re a bigger idiot then I originally thought, and I always did, right from the start.

 
“And stupid deppeseve lie's.” This coming from you. Not a single thing you said was truth! Pull your head in and crawl back under your rock!

 
People wonder why I hate society. It’s girls like this that make me hate them all.

If you want to threaten someone close to me, have the guts and fucking do it! Then expect me on your fucking door step wanting answers. And dear girly, you know I fucking mean what I say! You’ve seen how horrible I can really be! You play with fire you’ll get burnt!

 
I really do hate the attitude problems some of these teenies have these days. It makes me want to throw up!

It’s always:  

“Z0mG I:m 50o0ooo00000 muCh b3tT3r tH3n Y0u! Z0mG Lyk3 K!LL y0ur53lF!! mY Bl33d!ng BlaKc H3aRt i5 iN 50o0o0o0o0o mUcH m0r3 aG0nY tH3n Y0ur5!!!”

 
Serious, shut up and read what you’re writing!

 
To my dearest Topaz,

Honey I know a lot of what I’ve just said might hurt you. But I felt this needed to be said. I’m sick of what this bitch is doing to you!

You don’t deserve any of the horrible shit she’s said to you!

You’re an amazing person!

You’re my best friend and I know I’d be six feet under if it wasn’t for you.

I know you didn’t want me to start anything. So I thought an “angry” journal was in the mix. It’s indirect but it gets the point across.

And the point is:  “She’s a fucking angry spoiled hobbit who can’t just shut up and get over herself, she’s a scrag, a backstabber, a liar and a dirty mole all wrapped in a tiny pocket sized girl!”

I’ll always love you Topaz!

I’m always going to be there for you and will never turn you away….Unless I’m sleeping and you wake me up, then we got beef!

Joking.

I love you so much and only wish I could hug you, but I can’t so I’ll give you my cold over the net.

Virtual cold! *sneezes and coughs onto a floppy disk and shoves it in the computer*

Hope you enjoy. *giggles*

You’re my world baby doll, and I’ll never let them hurt you.

I mean this, forever!

We’ll get our men!

Best Friends Forever and Always!

 

End of my massive rant.

Comments and thoughts would very much be appreciated.

Love Jess!

<3

Dear friends :D
sorry i havent posted a journal for so long :(
and no this is not one of either of my fanfics going, sorry :(
neither of them are ready to post yet.
But i felt bad leaving you hanging like this so i typed up one of my other stories that i have finished :D
so please enjoy this fan fic.
and sorry again that it is my other fanfics :(
(ps, get tissues.)
so here it is
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At The End Of The World!!

It’s a Beautiful dark cathedral, Mikey thinks as the dismal parade of black cars slowly drive down the wet gravel boulevard. The dark cathedral standing alone under a war of black storm clouds.

Jess would have wanted it this way.

Heavy rain pelts down from the blackened skies making the cathedrals stone steps slippery with mud and trampled remains of flower arrangements. Gerard and Frank climb out of the black car, turning the collars of their coats up for protection from the down pour. Gerard turns back to help Mikey and Mikey lets him, ignoring the rain that thrashes down over them and soaks through their clothing.

Mikey’s face is already drenched with tears. He feels he’s been drowning for days.

The congregation hurries into the old building, the soles of their shoes squeaking on the wet tiled floor, water dripping from quickly closed umbrellas.

Gerard leads Mikey gently to the pew at the front and they sit down with Frank.

In the pew opposite them sat Jess’s family, dressed in mourning black. Her mother crying heavily, deep sobs making her tiny body heave with waves of grief.

Mikey watches her, feeling sick and weak from his own pain and despair. Mikey hasn’t stopped crying since her death. He hasn’t eaten. He hasn’t slept. How can he without Jess there to hold him and lull him into his dreams?

At their house, Mikey cried so hard made himself sick after finding her body on the bathroom floor in a pool of blood. When the doctors told him the grave news he passed out from sheer horror and shock. When he awoke later, hurting all over and burry-eyed from the tears he had cried in his sleep, he was alone:

Jess was gone.

After her death, the world shrank away and everything felt suddenly cold and dark and endless. No way out. No light. No hope. She gave him all of those. She brought light to him.

But now Jess is gone and Mikey is surrounded in darkness and there’s no one to save Mikey this time.

He cried and endless river of tears in the darkness, curled up on their bed, in the same clothes he was wearing the day he found her body, frightened, hurting and alone.

Drowning.

Gerard and Frank have done their best to be there for him, to be patient. They watch over Mikey day and night, begging him to eat something, or to try and sleep but their cries fall upon deaf ears.

 Jess was a friend of Gerard and Frank, but to Mikey she was the world. Jess was his everything and now that she’s gone, nothing else matters anymore.

There’s nothing left.

The priest approaches the altar and begins to speak but Mikey does not listen. He’s lost in his thoughts, re-living bitter-sweet memories, nothing else is real.

Jess’s smile and her beautiful sapphire eyes, her infectious laughs and her loving heart, all of her gone, smashed to bits and ripped apart and all that is left is emptiness.

I’m so sorry Jess.

Mikey sobs over and over inside, I’m so sorry, baby, I’m sorry I wasn’t there. I’m sorry, I’m sorry!!

Sorry I couldn’t save you…

He closes his eyes, red raw from crying and tries desperately to picture Jess’s beautiful face again. But now all he can see is blood and ruin.

Jess is gone.

Opening his eyes, Mikey finds himself by her coffin, looking down at her peaceful, dead, body. Her hands grasping red roses, eye make up perfect and black, lips deep red like the blood Mikey found her in.

So still.

So lonely.

So dead.

Sobbing miserably, Mikey turns away from her casket and Gerard places his arms around his brothers’ shoulders and hugs him close. Giving into his pain, Mikey weeps, bitterly against Gerard’s shoulder, his tears soaking through his big brothers shirt, not caring who can hear him. But crying doesn’t help Mikey feel better.

Nothing can.

Lonely years lay ahead of him but every second of life without Jess is agony, empty and cold.

It hurts him so much!

Every passing day blurs into the next. Cutting through Mikey’s already broken heart. Every tear burning like acid on his cheeks, falling endlessly.

It’s hell without Jess.

It just isn’t living!

After the funeral service, Gerard drives Mikey home. Mikey stares out the window at the rain but all he can see are tears, and all he can feel is a horrible icy vacuum where Jess’s loving embrace once held him. It’s then Mikey realizes- He can not bare to be apart from Jess any longer.

I’m sorry, baby, I’m so sorry…

Back at the small house Mikey and Jess once lived in together, Gerard helps Mikey down the hall and puts him to bed. Mikey curls up sleepless and shivering under the covers as he hides his tear-stained face in the pillow Jess once slept on.

“I’ll be in the living room if you need me.” Gerard says anxiously. “Just please, please call me if you need anything. Mikey. Little brother?”

Mikey does not answer and Gerard turns away sadly, his heart breaking, and he leaves his devastated brother alone with his grief.

Mikey lies there, sobbing brokenly into crumpled sheets which still smell of Jess, as hours pass. The black skies outside darken further, swallowing the sun completely, as heavy rain beats down, against the window of his bedroom.

Still weeping, his exhausted body wracked with sobs, Mikey slowly reaches into the bedside table, sluggishly pulling a small container of sleeping pills into view.

I’m drowning without you…

Gerard had bought the pills a few days earlier in attempts to make Mikey sleep but Mikey had refused to take them so Gerard put them away safely in a small box in the spare room, where he though Mikey would never find them. But Mikey knows Gerard to well, he knew exactly where they were.

I can’t live like this anymore, I’m so sorry…

Popping the lid off the small container, Mikey empties the bottle out into the palm of this hand. There are dozens of little white pills, small, round and powdery. It doesn’t take Mikey long to finish them all.

Please forgive me…

The sound of the pounding rain outside fades to small pattering as the world grows darker still, Mikey stops shivering under his bed covers and his tears stop falling.

“I’m so sorry Jess.” He whispers as his body slowly grows numb and the endless darkness comes to claim him at last. “I’m so sorry…”

Don’t be sorry, baby. You have nothing to be sorry for…

Jess?

Yes, Mikey, I’m here. I’m here for you now, it’s alright…

I-I couldn’t stay here without you Jess. It was so hard and-and I tired-I swear I tried!-But every second was torture! I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to stay.

Shhhhhh it’s okay now, baby, it’s okay…

I’m so cold.

It’s okay…

I can’t see you, why can’t I see you? It’s so dark here. There’s no light. Aren’t I supposed to see a light? Jess help me, I’m scared!!

Shhhhhh, baby, don’t be scared. Soon you’ll be here with me and then you’ll see me, I promise…

I missed you so much! I felt so lost!

I know baby. I missed you too, more the anything…

I love you!

I love you too, Mikey…

“Mikey? OH MY GOD MIKEY!! What did you-? Mikey, wake up!!!”

Who’s that?

It’s Gerard. He’s found the pill bottle. He’s trying to save you…

NO! No, I want to be with you!!

He’s shaking you, he’s trying to wake you up. He’s crying…

Oh No! Oh Fuck!! Gerard no!! I didn’t want to leave him with this, he shouldn’t have to. I’m sorry, I am so, so sorry…Jess? Jess, are you still there?

Yes Mikey, I’m here. It won’t be much longer now, so be brave. I love you, Michael James Way and I hate that you were hurting…so sorry we ended up this way…

I don’t care, I’m just glad you’re here now. I love you so much Jess. I always, always will!!

“Come on Mikey please…Mike, don’t do this to me! Please just hold on, okay. The ambulance is on it’s way. Please, wake up!! Mikey, please, please don’t go…Mikey? MIKEY!!!”

I’m sorry Gerard, I’m sorry I had to leave you with this…it wasn’t your fault, it never was…please forgive me…

“MIKEY WAKE UP!! Please, Mikey, it’s Gerard, your big brother! Please, talk to me! Mikey!”

Cold. Jess, I’m so cold.

I know baby, I know. But I’ve taken your hands and you’ll feel mine soon, I promise. I will never let go of you again, Mikey I will never let go of you again…

I love you Jess…Always!!

Forever…

“Mikey? …Mikey! Mikey, don’t to this, please! …Mikey? …Mikey?!? Oh god…”

I’m sorry Gerard, I love you, my brother. Goodbye.

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much love :D
buzz and comment please my darlings.
love you all :D

The Members:

 
Boys:                                                    Girls:
Mikey Way                                          Jess Legion
Gerard Way                                         Topaz Fae Majors
Jepha Howard                                      Emmy Marie Legion
Bob Bryar                                            Shaylene Mercedes
Bert McCracken                                  Mia Halloween
Frank Iero                                            Shelly Bryar
Max Green                                           Angela Tomlinson
Pete Wentz                                           Brittany Star
Ray Toro                                              Kate Toro
Ville Valo                                             Alex Toro
Patrick Stump                                       Katie Medows
Brendon Urie                                        Heather Lee Anderson

To clear things up with the list.
Shelly + Bob = Brother and Sister
Ray + Kate = Married + Alex = Mother and Father
Jess + Emmy = Sisters

Relationships:
Mikey + Jess = ITEM!!!!
Gerard + Topaz = ITEM!!!!
And so on and so forth.

Now let’s kick this new story into gear.

I hope you all enjoy it :D

I Present To You

 
HOUSE OF WOLVES!!!!!!                                    

The Summoning

“The floor boards creak,
As you play hide and seek.
A funny game for it,
In this room so dimly lit,
Makes your blood run cold,
If your scream your fate is sold.

You begin to shake,
Your breath in gasps,
This game it plays,
You can not last,
The sun will rise and kill this faze.

The floor boards creak,
Its closer,
You begin to shiver,
Goose bumps rise,
Its icy breath upon your back,
The movement you need,
You purely lack.

Do not scream,
It can not see you,
Stay still and silent,
Or the game is won.
It wants your life.
You wish to wake,
Drenched in cold sweat,
Still fearing what you can not see,
It’s your biggest regret.

The floor boards creak,
Its touch is frozen,
Its tongue flicks your cheek,
You twitch your head,
It sniffs your fear,
You feel the drip of something wet,
Your heart pounds as you fret,
Its mouth is open,
A tongue like wax,
Spit like acid,
You scream.

Its claws like knives,
Dig into your chest,
You scream.

Its teeth like razors rip your pulse from your neck,
Your breathing slows,
Its grip begins to burn,
Your blood pours out,
Like a flash of red liquid,
Across the deck,
A pool of lust upon the floor,
You scream.

Cold sweat upon your body,
Blankets stuck to your skin,
This game of hide and seek,
Wait’s for your sleep to begin,
You scream,
Eyes wide open,
Chest heaving,
It was just a dream.”

Saturday, 2.30 pm.

“JEPHA!!” Emmy yelled.

“Yes my dear?” Jepha replied from his place on the couch next to Mikey.

“Phone call!!!” Emmy shouted.

“I’m…Tell them I’m in the crapper or something…” Jepha muttered over his shoulder.

“It’s Bert, not your mother.” Emmy laughed as she handed Jepha the phone and walked away.

“You’re scared of your mother?” Mikey asked amused.

“You try forgetting to call her on mother’s day.” Jepha smirked.

“I just say it’s Gerard’s turn to call.” Mikey shrugged.

“Hello Bert what can I do for you man?” Jepha laughed.

“You got anything planned Bro?” Bert asked.

“What now?” Jepha questioned.

“Yeah, what you doing right now?” Bert muttered.

“I’m on my ass in front of the TV next to Mikey.” Jepha smiled.

“WELL GET OFF YOUR ASS AND OPEN THE DOOR!! MY ARMS ARE GETTING TIRED!!!!” Bert yelled.

“Eh?” Jepha jumped as there was a loud bang at the front door.

“Hello Bert, how are you dear?” Emmy smiled as she opened the door and saw Bert standing there with a bottle of Sky vodka and a box of beer cans.

“Hello love, good thanks, you? Give me a hand here darl.” Bert grinned as he handed the bottle to Emmy and stepped inside the house.

“Is there some kind of party here I don’t know about?” Emmy asked in shock.

“Football finals babe!” Jepha laughed as he greeted Bert and took the box to the kitchen.

“Where’s Mia?” Emmy asked as she looked out the front door.

“Oh…she’ll be here later on…maybe half hour.” Bert answered.

“Sup Bert?” Mikey smiled as Bert fell down onto the couch with a thump.

“Not much bro. How about yourself?” Bert smirked as he opened a can of beer, took a big mouth full then put his feet up on the coffee table.

“FEET OFF THE TABLE!!!” Emmy yelled as she placed two large bowls of chips on the table in front of the boys.

“What? No dip?” Mikey pouted.

“Hey man get it yourself, she’s not a slave!” Bert frowned.

“Not for you guys anyway.” Jepha grinned playfully as he cuddled up behind Emmy and kissed into her neck.

“IN LAWS!!!!” Came a loud voice from the front door.

“Oh look a clan of vampires, quick get the garlic.” Bert laughed.

“I thought Jess was allergic to dogs.” Mono-toned the guy.

“Gerard, Topaz, guys come in, take a seat. There are drinks in the fridge, help yourselves and get comfy.” Jepha smiled.

“Topaz darling, how are you?” Emmy grinned as she hugged Topaz and closed the door behind her.

“Yeah good thanks, and you?” Topaz asked.

“I’m good thanks, I want a shower but Jess is in it.” Emmy laughed.

“Still?” Mikey asked in shock.

“She only got in ten minutes ago.” Emmy replied in confusion.

“She’s been in there for an hour and fifteen minutes.” Mikey gasped.

“Well there’s only one way to fix this.” Bert smirked.

“Well it is over an hour…she knows the rules.” Jepha grinned.

“Boys, what are you up to?!?!” Emmy glared as she stepped in front of the stairs to block their path.

“Come on Emmy, move. She knows the rules!” Bert said.

“Not while I’m here!” Emmy yelled.

“Awww no fun.” Jepha whined.

“PUT ME DOWN!!!” Emmy screamed as both boys lifted her off the ground, put her on the couch then ran towards the stairs.

“Be careful Bert, she gets violent!” Jepha warned as they ran up the stairs together.

“What are they doing?” Topaz asked.

“You’ll see.” Mikey grinned devilishly.

“You’re her boyfriend! You should be stopping them!” Emmy argued.

“What can I do against them?” Mikey muttered.

“They have balls yeah?” Gerard smirked.

“I wouldn’t like being kicked there so I’m not going to do that to them…unless they actually hurt her! Then it’s my foot to their nuts!” Mikey glared.

“ONE TWO THREE!!!!” Bert and Jepha shouted to each other followed by a loud bang.

“And it starts now.” Mikey sighed.

“ARRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!! GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME YOU PERVERTS!!! HELP!!! MIKEY!!!!!!” Squealed a voice followed by laughing and more squealing.

“Their gunna get killed!” Topaz gasped.

“PUT ME DOWN!!!!!” Jess screamed as Bert and Jepha carried her down the stairs in her bra and underpants.

“One hour and fifteen minutes!” Jepha said as he started at Jess as he and Bert held her off the ground.

“……PUT ME DOWN!!!!!” Jess screamed as she kicked around in their arms to try and break free.

“You’re not going anywhere Jess!!!” Bert laughed as he tightened his grip on her upper arm.

“He’s right you know, we do play football, we know how to hold you here for ages.” Jepha smirked.

“Give it up guys, she has you beat.” Gerard chuckled.

“How do you figure? This little girl can’t win.” Bert grinned.

“Your funeral.” Gerard sighed.

“ARRRRRRR MY NOSE!!!!” Bert cried as he dropped his hold on Jess and held his face after Jess had lifted her leg and smashed him in the nose with her foot.

“I warned you.” Gerard laughed.

“You’re not going to hurt little old me are you?” Jepha asked as he spun Jess around so he had her arms in his hands.

“Let her go! No more fights!!! Your games over!!” Emmy yelled.

“Let her go? I think its hot watching her kick their ass’s in her underwear.” Mikey moaned.

“Yeah her tattoos do look pretty awesome when she moves.” Gerard pointed out.

“We still win Jess!” Jepha whispered.

“No you’re wrong!” Jess grinned as she jumped up in Jepha’s arms and landed with her knees resting on his chest with his arms around her elbows.

“Do it!!” Jepha smirked.

“You know I could kill you doing this.” Jess warned.

“I trust you.” Jepha smiled.

“Let the show begin.” Jess glared devilishly as she leaned back till her stomach was stretched out and Jepha’s hands were around her wrists.

“BERT GET UP!!!!” Jepha yelled.

“Show time!” Jess whispered as she quickly twisted her body, broke Jepha’s grasp on her hands, kicked off his chest, flipped in the air then kicked Jepha across the room with her feet before landing on her back.

“JEPHA!!!!!!!!!!” Emmy yelled bursting into tears as she went to run to his side as he hit the wall on the other side of the large room and fell to the ground, motionless.

“No leave him!” Gerard ordered as he grabbed her arms and held her back.

“You’re mine little lady!” Bert seethed as he got up and made a move to grab Jess.

“You’re MINE little boy!” Jess muttered as she back flipped off the floor then leaped into the air, spun around and kicked Bert in the face, sending in him to the floor with a spray of blood from his mouth before landing on the floor with one leg bent and the other out to her side with her hands in an ‘L’ shape for balance.

“It’s a wrap!” Called a voice from the front door.

“WHAT?!?!” Emmy yelled.

“Man you pack a punch!” Bert laughed as he got up and wiped his mouth.

“Considering I kicked you, are you ok?” Jess asked as she looked over Bert’s face.

“Yeah fine, blood capsules work a treat!” Bert grinned.

“JEPHA!!” Emmy cried as Gerard let her arms go and she ran to Jepha’s side.

“You ok Jepha? Please be ok!” Jess sighed as she grabbed his arm and rolled him over.

“Did we get it?” Jepha smiled with his eyes still shut.

“We got it!” Mia grinned as she held up a small video camera.

“WHAT?!?! What’s going on?” Emmy asked as she started to cry.

“Oh baby I’m sorry.” Jepha sighed as he pulled Emmy into a hug.

“You did brilliantly baby, gosh you looked sexy!!” Mia groaned as Bert grabbed her and kissed her forcefully.

“So it worked?” Bert asked.

“Perfectly.” Mia smiled as she jumped into Bert’s arms, wrapped her legs around him and kissed him passionately.

“You did great Jess! That kick was perfect!” Jepha smiled as he high fived Jess and tried to get up.

“Are you in pain baby?” Emmy asked worried.

“Yeah heaps.” Jepha laughed.

“Sorry, could be worse, you could be dead! I can’t believe you wanted me to do that, I could have killed you!” Jess frowned.

“I know you wouldn’t, you’ve been doing that sort of thing all your life. Besides at least I could say I died by the force of a half naked ninja with tattoos. I’d be a god in heaven….and the movie is going to rock.” Jepha laughed.

“Wait…this was all set up?” Emmy asked shocked.

“If you had have known would you of really let your little sister kick the crap out of me with a move you know could kill me just like that?” Jepha explained.

“But why?” Emmy cried as she cuddled up to Jepha’s chest and kissed him better.

“Kick ass TV!!!” Mia grinned as she plugged the video camera into her computer and set everything up for editing…

Mean while…

“ROBERT BRYAR!!!!!!” Shelly shouted angrily.

“…I’m not here.” Bob whispered to Shaylene as he snuck out the back door.

“WHERE IS HE?!?!?!” Shelly yelled as she came down the hall in a towel, shampoo in hair and soapy water dripping on to the floor.

“He’s not home, he left this morning. What’s wrong?” Shaylene asked as she drank from her cup of coffee.

“HE USED MY RAZOR AND CLOGGED IT!!!” Shelly screamed as she held up the razor.

“Oh…” Shaylene giggled as she noticed the shaving cream clad leg.

“You missed a spot.” Frank muttered as he walked past Shelly and went into the kitchen.

“ARRRR MEN!!!!” Shelly shouted before throwing the razor to the floor and storming off.

“Do I want to know?” Frank asked shocked.

“Nope.” Shaylene smirked.

“Good morn-FUCK MY DRONE!!!!!!!” Max yelled as he grabbed his foot and hopped around the room swearing.

“Quick off the carpet!” Shaylene ordered as blood started to drip from Max’s foot.

“WHAT MOTHER FUCKING IDIOT WOULD LEAVE A FUCKING ROZOR BLADE ON THE FLOOR?!?!?!” Max shouted.

“Shelly, long story, sit still!!!” Shaylene giggled as she cleaned Max’s wound and started bandaging his foot.

“Oh look a razor, lol.” Angie laughed as she picked the plastic shaver up and threw it in the bin.

“Wouldn’t want anyone to step on that.”

“She’s your girlfriend!” Frank chuckled as he looked at Max.

“Don’t remind me!” Max glared.

“Well that’s nasty! You can sleep on the couch tonight!!!” Angie cried as she walked out of the kitchen then ran to her room.

“Oh gezz.” Max sighed.

“Don’t walk on this!” Shaylene ordered again.

“What? You mean no early morning jogs to the park?” Max giggled.

“No, no early morning jogs to the park.” Shaylene smirked.

“Is it safe to come in yet?” Bob whispered through the window.

“Yes dear.” Shaylene laughed.

“Thank god.” Bob grinned as he walked back inside.

“She’s pissed Bob.” Frank smiled.

“She’ll get over it, she shouldn’t have used my socks.” Bob glared.

“Right…socks.” Max laughed.

“Pay back’s a bitch.” Bob giggled…

Mean while…

“DAD!!!!!!!” Alex screamed from the bathroom.

“Honey your daughter wants you.” Kate smiled as she gave Ray his coffee, kissed him good morning before pushing him towards the bathroom.

“DAD!!!!!!!!!!!” Alex screamed again.

“I’m coming sweetie.” Ray called to her as he walked down the hall with his coffee in hand.

“Help me dad!” Alex cried.

“You decent?” Ray asked.

“I have a towel on, please dad!” Alex sobbed.

“Now what’s wrong sweetie?” Ray asked as he opened the door to see Alex curled up on the shower floor crying.

“There’s a huge spider Dad!! It tried to kill me!!” Alex sniffed as she pointed to the huge black spider above Ray’s head.

“Oh sweetie it’s ok, daddy’s here!” Ray cooed as he held Alex in his arms.

“It wants to kill me dad!” Alex whimpered as she buried her face in Ray’s chest.

“I’m not gunna let it hurt my baby girl!! Right you little monster feel the wrath of my boot!!!” Ray yelled as he slammed his boot against the wall, killing the spider.

“Thank you daddy.” Alex smiled as she hugger her father tightly.

“No problem sweetie, that spider stood no chance against the extremely powerful wrath of Ray Toro!” Ray laughed.

“You’re so weird dad!” Alex giggled.

“Then it’s a good thing you take after me sweetie, now get dressed and come to the kitchen, I’ll make you my world famous Toro pancakes.” Ray smiled as he patted Alex on the back before leaving for the kitchen.

“She ok?” Kate asked, looking up from her newspaper.

“Yeah, my Toro wrath saved her.” Ray grinned as he started making his pancakes.

“I know another Toro wrath that helped make her.” Kate giggled.

“Care to explain or demonstrate?” Ray smirked as he pulled Kate into a hug and a passionate kiss.

“Oh gross, please stop!” Alex shuddered as she walked in the kitchen and saw her mum and dad kissing.

“Oh Ray, oh Baby!!!” Kate moaned then giggled at the look on Alex’s face.

“….Ew!” Alex sighed.

“Who is it?” Ray asked as there was a knock at the door.

“If I told you, would you still let me in?” He laughed.

“Probably not.” Ray chuckled.

“Then I have nothing to lose. It’s that annoying boy who loves your daughter.” The boy said.

“Ryan?” Ray asked.

“No the other one…Ville.” He said back.

“VILLE!!!!” Alex screamed as she jumped up from the table and sprinted to the door.

“GET OFF MY LAWN PUNK!!” Ray laughed.

“Hey babe. I missed you.” Ville grinned as he lifted Alex into his arms, hugged then kissed her.

“I missed you too, you want some pancakes?” Alex asked as she led him to the kitchen.

“Sure, hey mum.” Ville smiled as he hugged Kate good morning before sitting down.

“How have you been?” Kate asked while pouring Ville a cup of OJ.

“Good thanks, mum sends her love by the way.” Ville said before thanking Kate fore the drink.

“How’s your father’s bike going?” Ray asked as he plated the pancakes and placed them on the middle of the kitchen table.

“He’s still working on it, it’s starting to look good though.” Ville smiled.

“Well that’s great news, I shall have to go see him soon.” Ray smiled.

“Daddy…” Alex cooed with a sweet and innocent look on her face.

“How much and what’s it for?” Ray smirked as he got his wallet off the counter.

“Ten bucks admittance fee.” Alex muttered.

“Admittance fee for what?” Kate asked.

“A competition…I could be on of three winners of the major prize.” Alex grinned.

“And the major prize is?” Ray inquired.

“A week’s holiday in an ex-military compound for you and seven friends.” Alex smiled.

“Retired? For how long and for what reason?” Kate asked cautiously.

“Since the 1800’s, it was some kind of science complex but got shut down after all the scientist went missing…or crazy, then the military bought it out and turned it into a training camp…but then they closed that down…no one really knows why they closed it though.” Alex explained.

“What do you do in this ex-military freaky sounding compound?” Ray muttered.

“You get issued the latest army combat uniforms and armour, then get put in the compound with survival rations…and something about various competitive games…or something like that.” Alex whispered.

“Sounds like you’re going to war in this place, absolutely not!!” Kate ordered.

“But mum!” Alex complained.

“No but’s young lady! It sounds dangerous! And just out of curiosity whose lives on this earth were you planning on endangering?” Kate asked.

“Well first it was gunna be me and Ville, then I was going to take Patrick, Katie, Pete and Brittany. Then I was thinking of asking Crystal and Jason if they wanted to come.” Alex grinned.

“The answers no!” Kate sighed.

“But mum!!!” Alex cried.

“NO!” Kate yelled.

“Calm down both of you! Look Alex sweetie, your mother is just worried…I tell you what, you drop Crystal and Jason and take me and your mother along with you, understood?” Ray smiled.

“Really?” Alex squealed happily.

“Yes really.” Ray laughed.

“Really!?!” Kate asked as she started Ray down.

“Look honey, we haven’t done something like this before let alone done something together as a family for years, maybe it’s about time we did something different.” Ray said soothingly.

“It’s just…it sounds to…good to be true.” Kate sighed.

“Well at least we’ll be out of the house.” Ray laughed…

 
Three weeks later….

 
“BERT!!!!!” Mia yelled from their living room.

“What’s up babe?” Bert asked as he came out of their bathroom with his toothbrush in hand and toothpaste around his mouth.

“Call the guys! WE WON!!!” Mia squealed as she left her computer, ran over to Bert and jumped into his arms.

“OH MY GOD!!!” Bert yelled as Mia assaulted his lips with kisses.

“Ewww, you’re all…toothpastie.” Mia cringed.

“Who cares? WE WON!!!!!!” Bert grinned before they both started cheering….

 
 Mean while….

 
“MAAAAAAAAAAXXXXXXX!!!!!!” Angie called from her room.

“Yeah?” Max answered from the kitchen.

“Get the front door.” Angie giggled into her pillow.

“You’re right next to it! Get up and get the door yourself!” Max laughed as the knocks got louder.

“Awww…” Angie pouted.

“UP! Besides I’m making you breakfast and can not leave.” Max smirked.

“Ok!” Angie grinned as she hopped out of bed and skipped to the front door.

“Hi, I have a delivery for a Mr. Green.” The young man smiled.

“Yep, I’ll sign for him.” Angie said politely.

“Just sign here and here.” He said as he pointed to the crosses.

“Done!” Angie smiled.

“Thanks, enjoy your day.” The young man smirked as he handed Angie the envelope and walked away.

“Who was it?” Max asked.

“Delivery, it’s for you.” Angie grinned as she handed Max the small envelope then sat down on the kitchen chairs.

“Thanks.” Max muttered as he started opening the letter inside then froze.

“What is it?” Angie asked.

“Dude you look like you’ve seen a ghost.” Bob added as he walked into the kitchen while scratching the back of his head.

“You guys…I hope you’re up for some war games.” Max muttered.

“War games? Whose going to war? BOB DID YOU JOIN THE ARMY?!?!?!” Shaylene yelled as she stood in the kitchen arch way.

“No I haven’t done anything.” Bob gasped.

“No guys…We won!” Max smirked.

“Won? How could we win a war we’re not involved in…and that we don’t even know about!” Bob asked confused.

“No silly I think he means the chance to be in a war…yeah that’s it.” Angie smiled proudly.

“That’s not it! We won a months supply of coffee because of a war.” Bob grinned.

“No no that’s no-” Max started but was cut off.

“You people are idiots! I won a free trip to Hawaii.” Shaylene grinned.

“Snorkel! See I can guess to…what am I guessing?” Frank asked with a confused look on his face.

“SHUT UP!!!! We didn’t win any of those stupid things!!! We won the competition to the ex-military compound. The one I entered for us!!!” Max yelled.

“Albacore.” Frank smiled.

“NO!” Max yelled.

“Oh…” Frank pouted.

“Go pack your things, we leave in the morning!!!” Max shouted….

 

Mean while….

 

“DADDY!! DADDY!! DADDY!!!!” Alex chanted as she jumped up from her spot on the computer chair and started screaming.

“What’s up pumpkin?” Ray asked as he ran in to the study.

“I WON!! I WON!! I WON!!” Alex squealed as she hugged her dad then started dancing.

“Won?” Ray asked.

“The competition with the ex-military compound. You remember don’t you?” Alex smirked.

“Oh yeah the one your mother refused…well done sweetie. When do we leave?” Ray questioned.

“We leave in the morning. The flights are all set up for us. We have to be in Transylvania by sun up Monday morning.” Alex smiled happily.

“Monday morning aye?” Ray pondered as he ran his finger and thumb over his chin.

“Yeah, the day after tomorrow. Tomorrow is Sunday dad.” Alex giggled.

“Well I know this. Now to tell your mother stealthily.”  Ray muttered.

“Tell me what?” Kate asked as she glared at Ray and Alex from the door way.

“Umm…we won a free trip.” Ray smiled.

“YOU WON THAT HORRIBLE CONTEST DIDN’T YOU?!?!” Kate yelled.

“…yes.” Alex smirked.

“NO!” Kate yelled.

“Oh come on baby.” Ray pouted.

“Yeah mum please.” Alex sniffed as she pouted with her father.

“Oh boy…when do we leave?” Kate sighed.

“Tomorrow morning.” Ray smiled.

“…Well we better go back then.” Kate sighed again.

“YAY!!” Alex cheered as she high fived her father then hugged her mother.

“Now once you’ve finished celebrating go call your friends and tell them the details accurately then go and start your packing!” Kate ordered.

“Yes mother.” Alex grinned as she skipped out of the study and down the hall to her room.

“We ready for this?” Kate asked.

“We better be.” Ray laughed as he put his arm around Kate’s shoulder and led her to their room to pack….

 

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There it is :D

I hope you liked it.

Please comment if you like it or you have some ideas or what ever…including complaints XD

Sorry for the wait. :(

Thanks for reading and now I must start on the next part…

 

House of Wolves:

Fear of the Dark

 
Stay tuned :)

Top 10 Character Crushes

So i got tagged by emmy21!!(you think she could tag someone else XD) This is a new 1...your top 10 Character Crushes. This means characters from films, tv, books, even cartoons (if your that way inclined) Same rules as the all the others, tag 10 people!!

and here are mine :)

10: House- House MD (i admire his skill!)


9: Clark Kent- Smallville


8: Dr. Zoidberg- Futurama


7: Achillies- Troy


6: Lara Croft- Tomb Raider


5: Sean Boswell- Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift


4: Cloud Strife- Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children


3: Logan/ Wolverine- X-men


2: Tifa Lockheart- Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children


1: Dean Winchester- Supernatural



and im to lazy to tag any one XD

ok guys this is an old school game you play with ITunes.
the rules and remember no cheating at all!
1: Set your songs to shuffle
2: click play.
3: Right down a small fraction of lyrics from the song that startes playing.
4: Keep going till you have 20 songs written down.
some more rules.
dont just skip songs till you get to the one you love the most XD
now once youve done that, post them in a journal to test your friends skills on music.
when they guess a song correctly (song and artist) you edit the journal and cross the song off the list, then put down the bottem their name and the amount of songs they have managed to name.
if they name one correctly dont do anything just say try again XD

here are mine :)
have fun and ill try to make them easy for you :D

Let the games begin!!!!

1: "And We All Fall Down"
2: "With A Sense Of Poise And Rationality"
3: "I'll Let You Know When I Go"
4: "He's Always Looking At Men"
5: "Its Just a Tragedy"
6: "So Far From You" Nikki - Helena - My Chemical Romance
7: "This Is The Smell Of Dead Skin" Timanrocks - Camisado - Panic At The Disco
8: "Why Do You Look Right Through Me?"
9: "He Slaps You Once In A While And You Live And Love In Pain"
10: "Theres a Man With An Axe"
11: "And Our Lives Are Forever Changed"
12: "The Touch Of Your Skin, Giveing Life From Within"
13: "Fighting Evil By Moon Light"
14: "I Live Alone Inside My Head"
15: "And A Scar Away From Falling Apart" Timanrocks - The [After] Life Of The Party - Fall Out Boy
16: "And While You Sleep I Will Miss You"
17: "Then Holding Hands And Life Was Perfect" Timanrocks - Early Morning Sunsets Over Monroeville - My Chemical Romance
18: "And I Saw God Cry In The Reflection Of My Enemies" Timanrocks - Golden - Fall Out Boy
19: "Won't Come Your Way"
20: "And Now It Seems That I Have Found"

ok go guys :D
Name those songs!

Timanrocks - 4
Nikki - 1

ok so i was tagged by ellie and emmy :D thanks guys... lol
ill write 10 fave bands down and then tag people :)
you do it if your taged then you tag others XD
comprendae?

10. Cradle Of Filth
9. Roses Are Red
8. Kill Hannah
7. Tatu
6. Dragonforce
5. Escape The Fate
4. Fall Out Boy
3. The Used
2. Panic! At The Disco
1. My Chemical Romance YAY!!!!!!!!

bahahahahhahaha sorry i just had to name my journal that XD
it has nothing to do with what im posting about though O___O
but it makes me laugh XD

anyway
i am writting a new fan fic :D
its gunna be hand written so that i have something to do when im not on the comp.
but i shall post it once im finished it....lord have murcy!
anyway XD
this time im writting a horror mwahahahahahahaha...with a bit of action...well alot acctually XD
alot of "dont try this at home kids" kind of action XD
i have no idea what its gunna be called yet but i have some ideas.
idea 1: house of wolves XD
idea 2: Astro Zombies

if you have an idea then please speak up when i ask in the info thingy im doing XD

i also have a list of people that shall be in it.
these are the people i have already...that i have paired up anyway XD

Boys:                                                                       Girls:
Mikey Way                                                              Jess Legion (me XD)
Jepha Howard                                                          Emmy Legion
Gerard Way                                                             Topaz Fae Majors
Bob Bryar                                                                Shaylene....                                                    
Bert McCracken                                                      Mia Halloween

i need girls for these guys:

Frank Iero
And
Ray Toro
lol

Now if you have been picked...or are gunna be picked XD
i shall need to have you fill this out....if u want...if u dont then ill just do with you what i will....not sexualy XD.....unless you want me too XD
so please, fill this out for me.

Name: (including last name...not your real one unless you want that..but make it up otherwise XD If i left a last name off ur name...if ur up there, then please fill it in...it just means i couldnt think of a last name for you.)
Partner: (if you got who you wanted then be happy, if you didnt then tell me, ill swap you...or cut you from the story XD....ps make it interesting...why you should get that person?)
Looks: (pysically..duh!)
Personality: (including how you would act in a life or death situation....just say a group of zombies were about to rip your head open and eat ur brains...how would u act? Kill them? Or scream like a girl? Or say a giant black wolf is ripping out the insides of one of ur best friends and u scream, it sees you and it starts walking towards you growling, what would you do? pretty much, could you survive in a deadly situation?)
What you want to be wearing?: (yes its important. if you want to be the tolken slut/ hoe/ blonde girl with big tits XD then say so and ill give you a mini skirt, boob tube top and stilettos :D should be interesting to read how u die XD)
Death or life?: (obviously most of the characters are going to die. i shall select the ones i want to live...if there are any mwahahahahaa. so, before i go and write you having your guts pulled out or being hung up like a coat in the wardrobe to be found later on, how would you like to be slaughtered? XD if u are at all :P)
Stories name: (what do you think it should be called? Idea 1 or idea 2? Or do you have ur own?)


thats pretty much it people :D
thanks for your time.
and hopefully most of you will read this soon enough and answer it soon enough so that i can start the story .....soon enough XD

love you all so much and i hope this story rocks XD

love jess
xxxxx

^^that so better work LOOK IT IS ME!!! IN ROCKSOUND MUSIC MAG XD ARRRRRRRRRRRR